Monday, April 5, 2010

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I'm so out of my element today.

I've had a raging temper for about 2-3 weeks now. I throw things. I scream. I tense up my whole body, and then I vent.

What's wrong with this (besides the obvious) is I have NEVER had a temper before. I had a blow-up at work today (luckily only one person witnessed it) and tonight, when I decided to upload my pics from my digital camera to my laptop to post on this blog--and it didn't work--I freaked out!

Lord, please bless me with patience. I'm about to go insane. Literally.

So, don't get after me for not posting the Easter update like I promised--I might have a nervous breakdown!

Maybe I need a new mantra...

5 comments:

Anaise said...

I'm sorry.

Hang in there.

You'll be okay . . . eventually :)

Judy said...

Breathe deeply and go for a long walk... Keep walking until you're calmed. It works for me.

Judy said...

p.s. While you're walking, spew out everything you're angry about; if you don't get it out, it has a tendency to turn to depression and you start beating yourself up. Get it out!

Kelly said...

I should have seen the signs when you were venting at Smith's. lol

It's totally normal, sometimes I just have freak out periods where everything just stresses me out.

You'll get through it, I know you will! Just take a deep breath and make some bread and get some organic produce, you'll be good to go in no time! Haha!

P.S. I asked my mom how to say Mantua, and she couldn't say it right either so I'm not the only one!

Anonymous said...

Remember, Jesus is behind the couch and watching!