Vindicated

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

Loss is a subjective word. Did I lose my willpower? Did I lose my focus? Did I lose my dedication? Have I lost my faith? Am I losing my job? Did I lose my best friend? Am I about to lose my mind? What exactly is loss?

Loss is my temporary still.

Loss inspires hope.

Loss has been my vindication.

So mesmerizing,
so hypnotizing
I am captivated

I literally feel change brewing. I can taste it. I can hear it. How do I find it? Only through the faith of others and the fervor of one imperfect person...

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

This is where I begin: to go back to basics, to begin anew, and find out who I am.

This is my journey.

Earth to my blog readers...

I've been thinking about doing a DAILY blog. Yes, daily! Anyone interested in reading it?

Live changes, diets, Beesley, work, etc. I'm going to discuss it all!

Shoot me a comment to let me know if I'm going to actually have some followers :)